Waiting
Posted in FaithLife @ The Grand
He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end. ~ Ecclesiastes 3:11
My dad came tonight to take Simon to a “west-a-waunt” for dinner. He called just before he left his office and told Simon he’d be here in about an hour. Not five minutes after we hung up the phone, Simon bolted down the stairs because he thought he heard Papa outside. I explained that an hour would take a little longer than that but that if we played it would go quickly and Papa would be here before we knew it. Still, ten minutes later, Simon was at the front door eagerly looking for Papa’s car, and he was unmoved for a good twenty minutes, sure Papa was coming very soon. He passed the time by pretending to talk on the phone and by remarking on every truck that passed, including a mail truck, a delivery truck, and several pickup trucks; the cars must have passed without comment. After I managed to snap a few pictures, he was distracted enough to come away from the door for a time, but he returned frequently to check.
On most days, I would not have given the scene much thought beyond being charmed by Simon’s three-year-old grasp on the length of an hour (although his daddy also has a terrible sense of time, so perhaps that’s more an inherited trait than a childhood thing) and his unrestrained excitement to see his papa. But today we learned that Jason’s Aunt Eileen passed away after a painful battle with cancer, and so my thoughts were a bit more solemn, perhaps a little more contemplative—tending a little less toward the daily grind and a little more toward eternity.
In Simon’s waiting for his papa, I caught a glimpse of what I’d like my perspective to be as I think about eternity and waiting to meet Jesus face to face. Simon was persistent and hopeful. Even when he was temporarily disappointed, he didn’t lose sight of who he was waiting for. He was also busy. Fully engaged. Quiet and rambunctious in turn. Asking “When?” again and again, not out of petulance, but anticipation. He knew that Papa promised to come and yet was still surprised and utterly delighted when he finally arrived.

Comments
Liz Chambers
Beautiful post. Sorry to hear about Jason’s aunt. This was exactly what I needed to read before bed.
RT
I think our kids give us the greatest examples of childlike faith. So joyful, trusting, exuberant, faithful. Thanks for sharing, Renae. Your picture is the perfect companion to the reflections—love it.
tara
that was so great, renae. a simple picture of where our hearts should be and a sweet reminder. cute little simon
Kerri
Beautiful. Thanks, Renae.
Rachel
Thank you Renae. Beautiful post and such a sweet picture of Simon. He has the sweetest spirit. My sister, Eileen, fought cancer with dignity and such peace even when in severe pain. She rested in the assurance that her life was in God’s hands and that He would take her home when her work on earth was done. She looked forward to going home to heaven. Although we grieve, we also are rejoicing that she is at peace and resting in the arms of her Heavenly Father. Love you, Mom
Jen
Love it, Renae.
RT
Rachel (and the rest of the fam), we are so sorry to hear about your sister. We’re praying for all of you right now. Much love.
(Sorry to hijack here. Just wanted to express my wholehearted sympathies.)
tasha
love how you wrote this….i too want to keep asking “when”, when thinking about Jesus’s return!! oh to see Him face to face…..
sorry to hear of your families loss
Kasey Barr
So beautiful Renae. So touching.